not much happened today

woke up late again maybe 10 or something
i had some dreams but i forgot them as soon as i saw the ceiling fan spinning

i opened my laptop to do some aws course
but kept switching between vscode and whatsapp
no msg from her obviously lol
but still checked 4-5 times like idiot

i dont even know what i was trying to do today
maybe stay busy maybe just pass the time

coding helps but its not like before
earlier we both used to talk and do stuff together
now its like... silent project mode

i still opened vs code and tried building something
small idea nothing crazy
just to feel like im doing something in life

outside was too hot
inside was too empty
so i made chai
not that it helped but still made it

evening felt longer than the day
i scrolled twitter saw some stupid meme laughed for 3 sec
then stared blankly at the screen again

maybe tomorrow i’ll be more focused
or maybe not

idk lets see